going down

FU depression...why do you have to linger around me? You rot my thoughts like a worm on a decaying apple... you turn everything good into bad. I want to be happy like everyone else, but I get to only for a moment before you destroy everything kind about me. My laughter spoils; you ruin it all.No one wants to be around you- not even me- but you engulf my mind and make it your home. I can't ignore you anymore. I just wanted to tell you FU, that's all.